Monday, June 30, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
I get pretty depressed, sometimes (and I don't mean in it in the colloquial sense). Although I have my family around me, I am not always up to seeing people, that can be difficult. It is contradictory, really; I am lonely, but I don't all ways want company. Sometimes, the company can be hard work. It can be rewarding, too.
The constant cycle of new drugs, seems to leave me in somewhat of a daze. So, what am I getting at? There are some fairly major and complicated things going on in my life. I no longer have control of my bowels, and my digestive system has stopped working. But, it's necessary to find something in any situation, that makes one's life worth living.
In other words, something that makes you happy. I have found many things that bring about joy in my life. Usually, people say they have found religion -- I would say that religion found me. I bought an unabridged version of the King James Bible on audio CD. I had just decided that it was something I would like to read. It turned out to be a life-changing experience. Not long after I became ill, I began my journey towards becoming a Christian. I did not know that was where it would end up, but that's the point. It has taken many more than two years for me to fully accept, to know, God's word. I quickly came to love the four Gospels; along with many other books of the Bible.
I also learnt to play the harmonica (started to learn, at least). That has been great fun. I love the blues!
There have been many other things, which I will talk about later.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
I was unsure what to write; this being my first blog entry, and all. I am excited to have another creative outlet. I am in need of as many new experiences, as possible. Mostly because I'm bed-bound and I have been for over two years. The disorder I have called is dysautonomia .
Most people don't know what it is, let alone how to fix it! This makes it quite difficult! Basically, my autonomic nervous system's shot. I was also born with cerebral palsy.
Anyway, I love poetry, music and creative writing. I post on YouTube, as Ledvolta. I love Hendrix, Zeppelin, The Beat Poets, and so much more. I hope to write better blogs when I have voice dictation.